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LIES: Looks like: the ashamed teenage girl, whose hair falls in her face, gazes at her feet and won't look you in the eye. Tastes like: Sour candy or coffee with too much sugar. Makes you close your eyes, shake your head and attempt to swallow your own tongue so your mouth can be rid of the taste. Smells like: something similair to cinnamon, but isn't. Soft and falls smoothly between your fingers until the clumps are left in your palm. Residue of a messy mistake. Smells lke heaven but you wouldn't dare taste it on it's own. Sounds like: Words, can't seem to leave your mouth, tripping over letters, stumbling over sylables, unless you're e

Please, someone has to help me.... My thoughts are killing me I'm drowning in you I've lost my breath so many times, I'm starting to suffocate. Seeing you ignites the flames in my eyes and now I'm burning alive The pieces of my broken heart is stabbing me You didn't answer, left me waiting, left me hanging, now you see my feet swinging below the tree branch. I sacrificed myself for you. But you can't help. No one can enable me to live. I've dug my own grave, pushed myself in, and I'm slowly burying myself alive. Please forgive me, lover dearest

It Wouln't turn out the best Makes you regret, rethink Once it's done, it can't be undone Like life

Went a little like this I was ging ona  lovely walk I saw a beautiful bird Makes you think about the little things You're always alert Like a fire alarm It could really scare a person

Can be painful When it happens for the first ime it makes me tingle on the inside things can mean a lot there where is there? there is where where is.

Heart beating, I watch my chest slowly rise and fall with every breath. Eyelids flutter as I shift in and out of conciousness. Feeling totally at peace, I arch my back towards the ceiling, then turn on my side and pull my knees to my chest. So warm, I tuck the blanket under my chin. Sigh. Try to sleep. Don,t think about the scary world outside my window or the scary monster under the bed. Instead, I catch a ride on a train, visiting the land of dreams. Filled with rainbows. Solid walls on the outside keeping out any scary nightmares that may venture too close. I like dreaming. Dreaming....my favourites are about you.... I wish upon that sh

Fireworks, beautiful, lighting up a nighty sky, making your heart drop into your stomach, your ears ring, and flames in your beyes ignite. I watch on, hypnotized,  and start to rethink life, nothing this miraculous and beautiful, could belong in a terrible world. Life... Then I hear screaming, feel the floor shake. The sky explodes once more, this time, dyed a  bloody red. All hell breaks loose and I fall to my kness. Realize it was all an illusion and this life we all live in could never be so peaceful, it just lives under a mask of peace, shielding children until  a certain age they learn how tough it is, and how fucked up others peoples l

Because of what happened yesterday... Today.... I look at my hand. The spaces between my fingers were perfect for you to weave your fingers with mine. Created by the lord, sculpted by the lover. Look at my lips. You can't turn the ends up in  a smile. Can't fit them with yours, perfect pieces from the puzzle. Created by the lord, sculpted by the lover. Look at the empty space beside me. It can't be filled, makes me lonely. Created by the lord, filled with the lover. Look at myself in the mirror, a body that can't be cradled, loved, cared for. Created by the lord, sculpted by the lover. Look at my eyes. Used to be bright, innocent, fu

First try : I fly., my heads spinning, and I take the whole world in my arms, no one us above me, nor can they drag me down, I throw my head back and laugh, I'm unstopable. I'm miles high yet I can feel my feet on the ground. Try again : my stomach drops, and I slam to the ground. An alltime low, six feet under.  Arch my back away from the ground, breathe deep, breath ragged and shallow. BIg weight and no strenght, I fall back to the ground. Melting, fall between the cracks, unable to come back up. Sit at  the center of the earth, no breath, no heartbeat, just lay down, roll onto my back, feel sick to my stomach. From the cracks in the eart

I feel your hand on the small of my back, hear your laughter.  Then, I look up into your eyes, I'm at a loss of breath. I feel tears in my eyes, look down at our fingers intertwined, realize I'm in love with you...